Sunday, February 20, 2011
Nothing Lasts Forever
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes you so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Karma
Dear ex.
I know. I guess I got karma.
Not a little problem, but it's such a big. Don't know what to do then. I feel that I'm the only one who always make the big mistakes everyday.
Sorry for u. I'm a loser. Bad loser. I couldn't give what u want from me. I couldn't do what do u want me to be. Regret it much. I'm regretting all my faults. I know that I'm a bad person for u. I told u. I'm a jerk! U were just waste ur time when u stayed by my side. Thanks for everything. For ur time. Ur smile. Ur laugh. Ur tears. Ur anger. Ur voice. Ur kindness. Ur helps. And please, keep best. Thankyou☺
I know. I guess I got karma.
Not a little problem, but it's such a big. Don't know what to do then. I feel that I'm the only one who always make the big mistakes everyday.
Sorry for u. I'm a loser. Bad loser. I couldn't give what u want from me. I couldn't do what do u want me to be. Regret it much. I'm regretting all my faults. I know that I'm a bad person for u. I told u. I'm a jerk! U were just waste ur time when u stayed by my side. Thanks for everything. For ur time. Ur smile. Ur laugh. Ur tears. Ur anger. Ur voice. Ur kindness. Ur helps. And please, keep best. Thankyou☺
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Confession
Ga nyangka bisa jadinya kayak gini. Lo kemana sih???? Setelah lo 'ngaku', lo pergi ilang gitu aja. Terimakasih sekali nih.
Sakit bos diginiin. Sakitnya ngga nahan dan ngga nanggung. Sekali lagi, terimakasih. Capek? Iyalah. Sedih? Widih, banget! Kesel? Inna lillahi, udah kelewatan keselnya. Lo mau bikin gue kyk apalagi sih? Org stres? Oh iya gue mungkin berlebihan nih ya. Tapi mau gimana, hati gue udah nyangkutnya ya ke lo selama 4taun loh FYI!
Terlalu sedih dan sakit bgt, Men.
Mungkin emang salah ya, gue malah nulis hal yg kyk gini di blog dan udah pasti diliat umum. Tapi, karna lo anak warnet, jadi mungkin dan ngarepnya gue, lo bisa buka blog gue entah deh dari siapa ato dari mana. Yg penting lo baca apa yg mau gue omongin selama ini ke lo! Karna ngomong live udah ga mungkin, sms lebih222 ga mungkin. Aihhh, udah hopeless tingkat dewa mau dan harus ngapain lagi.
Men, gue tau mungkin gue bukan apa apa buat lo. Tapi lo yg apa apa buat gue. Gue gapernah peduli org laen mau ngmg kyk gmn juga. Meskipun mungkin itu sahabat2 gue dan org2 deket gue. Karna gue yakin dan gue tau apa yg gue rasain dulu, skrg, dan (gue harap) besok. Lo inget ngga sih, gue sering bgt cerita hal2 apapun ke lo, mau itu penting atau engga. Karna lo selalu mau dengerin dan nanggepin itu semua, walaupun keadaan atau waktu ngga ngedukung, tapi lo tetep usaha buat bantu gue. Menurut gue, lo kyk gitu. Tauga? Kyknya lo bkl geer dan tiba2 palalo udah mentok ampe langit2 saking geernya v-_- hihi. Terus kl kita lagi maen nih, lo sering ngelawakin gue, dan gue yg jadi korban penzaliman lo. Haha lby ya gue? Tapi ya mau gmn, Men. Seneng sih nih. Lo engga seneng ya? Haha gapapa kok gapapa udah biasa :'D.....................................Tapi skrg, Men? Apa kabar lo ya? Hm. Lo yg selalu bilang gue sombong, padahal? Menurut gue, elu tuh! Kl disms, jarang bls. Tapi setiap lo sms, gue usaha kok Men beli pulsa atau nyempetin bls sms lo. Hhhh beda ya kita. Lo pernah ngaku kl lo suka sm gue, gue butuh bgt kepastian Men! Padahal gue yakin bgt lo juga tau perasaan gue ke lo tuh gimana. Tapi mana mana manaaaa? Tmn2 lo, tmn2 gue, org2 deket gue. Semua udah nunggu Men, tuh! Mereka malahan yg nunggu dan geregetan. Kl gue sih udah geregedan bgt. Wuswuswus. Ckpsbraja. Tapi cpk nunggu. Ya intinya sih, gue bnr2 butuh kepastian aja. Lo itu serius atau cmn taruhan atau iseng2 atau latah sm tmn2 lo? Kl masih trauma, ya oke gue bkl nyoba ngerti. Tapi kl bisa ya, niat deh buat ilangin itu trauma. Sampe kpnpun trauma gabkl pernah bisa bantu lo. Maaf maaf ajanih kl berlebihan. Makasih Men.
Arrrrgh, andai aja gue berani ngomong kyk gitu ke lo! :-'(
Sakit bos diginiin. Sakitnya ngga nahan dan ngga nanggung. Sekali lagi, terimakasih. Capek? Iyalah. Sedih? Widih, banget! Kesel? Inna lillahi, udah kelewatan keselnya. Lo mau bikin gue kyk apalagi sih? Org stres? Oh iya gue mungkin berlebihan nih ya. Tapi mau gimana, hati gue udah nyangkutnya ya ke lo selama 4taun loh FYI!
Terlalu sedih dan sakit bgt, Men.
Mungkin emang salah ya, gue malah nulis hal yg kyk gini di blog dan udah pasti diliat umum. Tapi, karna lo anak warnet, jadi mungkin dan ngarepnya gue, lo bisa buka blog gue entah deh dari siapa ato dari mana. Yg penting lo baca apa yg mau gue omongin selama ini ke lo! Karna ngomong live udah ga mungkin, sms lebih222 ga mungkin. Aihhh, udah hopeless tingkat dewa mau dan harus ngapain lagi.
Men, gue tau mungkin gue bukan apa apa buat lo. Tapi lo yg apa apa buat gue. Gue gapernah peduli org laen mau ngmg kyk gmn juga. Meskipun mungkin itu sahabat2 gue dan org2 deket gue. Karna gue yakin dan gue tau apa yg gue rasain dulu, skrg, dan (gue harap) besok. Lo inget ngga sih, gue sering bgt cerita hal2 apapun ke lo, mau itu penting atau engga. Karna lo selalu mau dengerin dan nanggepin itu semua, walaupun keadaan atau waktu ngga ngedukung, tapi lo tetep usaha buat bantu gue. Menurut gue, lo kyk gitu. Tauga? Kyknya lo bkl geer dan tiba2 palalo udah mentok ampe langit2 saking geernya v-_- hihi. Terus kl kita lagi maen nih, lo sering ngelawakin gue, dan gue yg jadi korban penzaliman lo. Haha lby ya gue? Tapi ya mau gmn, Men. Seneng sih nih. Lo engga seneng ya? Haha gapapa kok gapapa udah biasa :'D.....................................Tapi skrg, Men? Apa kabar lo ya? Hm. Lo yg selalu bilang gue sombong, padahal? Menurut gue, elu tuh! Kl disms, jarang bls. Tapi setiap lo sms, gue usaha kok Men beli pulsa atau nyempetin bls sms lo. Hhhh beda ya kita. Lo pernah ngaku kl lo suka sm gue, gue butuh bgt kepastian Men! Padahal gue yakin bgt lo juga tau perasaan gue ke lo tuh gimana. Tapi mana mana manaaaa? Tmn2 lo, tmn2 gue, org2 deket gue. Semua udah nunggu Men, tuh! Mereka malahan yg nunggu dan geregetan. Kl gue sih udah geregedan bgt. Wuswuswus. Ckpsbraja. Tapi cpk nunggu. Ya intinya sih, gue bnr2 butuh kepastian aja. Lo itu serius atau cmn taruhan atau iseng2 atau latah sm tmn2 lo? Kl masih trauma, ya oke gue bkl nyoba ngerti. Tapi kl bisa ya, niat deh buat ilangin itu trauma. Sampe kpnpun trauma gabkl pernah bisa bantu lo. Maaf maaf ajanih kl berlebihan. Makasih Men.
Arrrrgh, andai aja gue berani ngomong kyk gitu ke lo! :-'(
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Need U Now, :-(
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone 'cuz I can't fight it anymore.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.
Another shot of whiskey, can't stopping looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.
Oh whoa
Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk
and I need you now.
Well I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.
Reaching for the phone 'cuz I can't fight it anymore.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.
Another shot of whiskey, can't stopping looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now.
Oh whoa
Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk
and I need you now.
Well I don't know how I can do without.
I just need you now
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.
Beautiful
Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Limewire , etc. on shuffle.
For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
HAVE FUN!
IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
Taking Chances – Glee Cast
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
One In A Million – Ne-Yo ft Jermaine Dupri
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I’ll Stand By You – Glee Cast
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Fly ToSeoul
For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
HAVE FUN!
IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
Taking Chances – Glee Cast
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
One In A Million – Ne-Yo ft Jermaine Dupri
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I’ll Stand By You – Glee Cast
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Fly To
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Pray – Justin Bieber
WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
Grow Old With You – Adam Sandler
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Beautiful Girl – Ost Still Marry Me
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I Heart You – Sm*sh, (HAHA lol)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Love Is…… -
WHAT IS 2 + 2?
We’ll Be Alright – Travie McCoy
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
If You’re Not The One – Daniel Bedingfield
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
My Girl – SS501
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Rehab – Glee Cast
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Na Na Na – My Chemical Romance
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Check It Out – Nicki Minaj ft Will.I.Am
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Teenage Dream – Katy Perry
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Just The Way You Are – Bruno Mars
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Defying Gravity – Glee Cast
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Kissing You – Miranda Cosgrove
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Beautiful - Beast
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Congrats Ina-Gebes!☺
Hari ini, 12 Februari 2011. Nambah pasangan baru di SMAN 46 *\☺/* Celamadddddh!!!!
Andrina Rachmawati
Riandhi Anugrah
Congratulation yaaa Ina &Gbs. Longlast and make it last u both♥
Friday, February 11, 2011
Carbonate's Nite!♥
XI IPA 3 all crews. 29 January, 2011. Shyaniz's.
Yep, we were all having fun! *\☺/* Although, there were 'a little accident', but we were still go on the happiness! \=D/ Love y'all, mwah! Wish we'll always be like this, guys. 0:)
Dua foto diatas, diambil sebelom acara makan makan dimulai.
Nah, dua foto diatas waktu kita lagi makan makan.
Foto diatas ini waktu kita udah selesai makan makan.
Tiga foto diatas, waktu kita lagi maen kartu, terus ada juga yang maen gitar sama ngobrol ngobrol di teras.
Dari ki-ka: With Nadya. With Firda. With Fina. ☺☺☺
Hehe, empat foto diatas kita ambil di jalanan depan rumah Shyaniz. Hoho no-rak -___-v
HHH, dapet angket tergalau sama si Gavin. Padahal harusnya yang dapet angket ini Rey sama Nadya. Kenapa jadi gue sama Gavin? -_- Terimakasih tapi deh ya yang udah milih.
MWAH!!!!!! ♥_♥ I'm in love with y'all, guys. Keep kreyzeeeeeeh! :* {}
Thankyou for the nite, XI IPA 3♥
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