Everything that I had been done for u are no use. U don't know and will never know my feelings and wants.

I just don't know what to do anymore but I will keep the sweet memories about us, remember ur kindness, &everything about u that I will never have on my own.

Here. In my he♥rt. :")

Thank you, and have a good life out there, buddy!

Kings of Convenience - Cayman Islands

Through the alleyways
To cool off in the shadows
Then into the street
Following the water
There's a bearded man
Paddling in his canoe
Looks as if he has
Come all the way from the Cayman Islands 
These canals, it seems
They all go in circles
Places look the same
And we're the only difference
The wind is in your hair
It's covering my view
I'm holding on to you
On a bike we've hired until tomorrow 

If only they could see
If only they had been here
They would understand
How someone could have chosen
To go the length I've gone
To spend just one day riding
Holding on to you
I never thought it would be this clear






*remember this one, Men? :'(

HBD!

N.B.: I miss that boy!!!!! His name is Fahry Rahmanda. He's my bestie{}:*

AAAA kgn bgt loh Man sm lo, ckck dasar org jauh yg sibuk. Susaaaah bgt dihubunginnya hh

And, today is his special day..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDA☺

 hehe -_-v

Semoga bgt di 17 lo ini, bisa jadi yg terbaik kedepannya. Terbaik buat semuanya&dlm segala hal. 

Gue sebagai sahabat, pastinya cuman bisa doain&dukung lo yg terbaik :') Jgn sombong2 laaah! 

Kgn gilaaaa, udah lama bgt ga tuker cerita, belajar brg atau chat fb ampe pagi hahaha kgnnn {}

To the point, happy birthday boyyyy

Keep gokil&konyol& keep your 'azzz'. Keep best♥ Lovya&missyaa :'*

#viatumblr

1. Once upon a time I fell in love. To no one but you
2. When you kept on waiting but nobody came, it means that you have already let that one pass you by
3. A woman’s heart = A flower. Don't pick it if you won't gonna keep and take care of it.
4. When we’re together or when we’re apart, you’re first in my thoughts and first in my heart
5. I didn't realize how much I missed you, until I saw you again. 
6. When I stare into your eyes, I secretly wish you would see me the way I see you.
7. You never know how much someone cares until you see how badly you can hurt them.
8. I don't know why I can feel like this way. You just made it by no reason
9. Expecting nothing from you no more. If you still care, show it. 
10. Hi means: H-ave you missed me? I-ve missed you.

Confession (again)

So sorry before, I'm breaking my promise. Bcs I can't hold it and I don't know what I have to do anymore.

Gue udah gaktau lagi, gue udah bingung setengah idup. Gue slalu mikir apa ini salah apa itu yg bener. Gaktau.

Gue capek kyk gini terus, jalan gak ada ujungnya. Berasa kyk lagi di goa gelap bgt yg gak bawa senter disana. Gak jelas.

Gue pun udah beberapa kali negasin kl gue cuman butuh kepastian! 

Peduli gak sih? Penting gak sih buat lo? ENGGAK KAN???

Kasian ya. Tapi gue gakmau&gak minta dikasianin!! Gue juga nulis kyk gini bukannya mau cari sensasi atau ngejelek2in image seseorang, tapi karna gak ada media lain yg bisa ngungkapin semua apa yg ada di pikiran&perasaan gue secara panjang kali lebar kali tinggi beserta luas dan kelilingnya. -____-v

Kl lo emang beneran K-A-N-G-E-N sm gue, buktinya apa? Cuman omongan lalu aja? Terus gak ada basa basi lain ya? Sedih bgt sih. Tau gak sih cara perlakuin cewek yg bener itu gimana?

Gue kan cuman butuh kejelasan, gak ada yg lebih kok :"( Salah yaa? Itu wajar kok menurut gue, karna cewek kyk gue slalu ngelakuin&mikirin apapun pake hati&perasaan. Makanya gampang bgt kesentuh kyk gini.

Lo pasti gaktau seberapa seneng, girang, &riangnya gue kl ngeliat lo online. Ngeliat lo live lebih seneng lagi, walaupun jauuuuuuuuuuh banget keliatannya udah kyk semut lagi berdiri tuh lo keliatannya. Terus setiap denger nama lo, wih dagdigdug coy! -_-

Capek sih, kyk gini mulu. Frontal yg ujung2nya ngerugiin lo. Gue gak ada maksut kok. Gue ngelakuin ini cuman biar lo sadar aja.

Whatever u do, even u hurt me at once, twice or another times, I still stuck on u.

Yes, I miss u. Because, I love u.

:"""""""""""""""") x

texas2012 on Bali-Jogja trip!!!♥♥♥

 ontheway to Bali. With Audina

on Kapal Ferry. woohoo seruuuu!

1ST DAY

Hotel Miki. 

on Boat. On our way to Pulau Penyu.

Pulau Penyu, Pantai Tanjung Benoa.

at Garuda Wisnu Kencana.

2ND DAY

Bali Classical Centre. Watched many performances of Bali. Such as Tari Barong & Tari Topeng Lucu.

KUTA BEAAAAACH!!! *\☺/*

Apache, Legian. Midnight ;-)

3RD DAY

Tanah Lot.

that's my trip with 2012♥ in Bali. Unfortunately, we didn't take some photos at Jogja:( Last but not least, I love my 2012!!!!