Everything has changed, hasn't it?

Aku tak pernah menyangka kau akan benar-benar melangkah pergi dariku.

Kau tak ada disana. Tak pernah kutemukan lagi.

Apakah semuanya telah benar-benar berubah?

Apakah semua tak lagi sama?

Aku hanya ingin mengenang apa yang pernah terjadi di antara kita.

Maaf bila kau tak suka akan itu.

Aku tak bisa menahan diriku. Aku telah terlalu larut begitu dalam di lautan perasaan dan kenangan.

Aku harap kau bisa kembali. Benar-benar kembali.

Kau tak akan pernah pergi dariku. Tidak.

Kau tetap akan selalu ada di benakku. Di sini.

Where are u?

Hello, you.
Where have u been?
I've been missing u. Since forever. I can't hold it. I miss u.
I thought I won't look for u ever again. But I just failed.

I don't know what should I do right now.
I just need u. I need to tell u a lot of things that happened to me.
Only u who could hug me by your eyes.
U don't have to try anything else to force yourself.
U are u to me. It's always about u. I miss u a lot!
Do u realize it? Do u feel the same way as I do? Like we used to do?

Where are u? Please come. Even just for one night. For one second, one minute, one time.
It's okay. It's always okay when the story is about u.
I cried a lot because there's no u for me.
I cried a lot because I miss u.
U meant everything for me. Since forever. I know that u know it.
So, will u come? Again?

kacau

yaudahlah ya.
ngarepin mereka putus itu ga akan mungkin.
GA AKAN PERNAH.
No space for u, Wid.

Karna lo jahat, Wid. kenapa lo doain mereka putus? KENAPA???

Pacar Orang.

Hai.
Cuma mau cerita.
Gue sukaaaaaa dan makin sukaaaa banget sama cowok orang:(
Caranya biar berhenti suka sama dia gimana ya?

Dia itu... tipe gue banget.
Dari penampilan fisiknya, cara ngomongnya, cara dia memandang dunia, cara dia menyikapi sesuatu, cara dia memperlakukan cewek... ah dari semuanya deh.
Gue udah mendem ini dari awal masuk kuliah. Gue tau kok gue bukan tipe dia banget. BANGET.
Bukannya gue gak percaya diri, bukannya gue gak bangga sama diri gue sendiri.
Tapi, selera dia tuh tinggi banget. Gue bukan kriterianya deh.

Temen-temen gue tau, temen-temen dia ternyata juga tau.
Lo kebayang gak sih kalo temen-temennya tau? Dan sampe-sampe salah satu temennya ada yang negur dan nasihatin gue, kalau gue ga boleh banget ngarepin dia.
Apalagi dia statusnya udah sama orang lain.
Salah gak sih gue? Gue makin hari makin suka. Makin gue nyoba buat lupa, makin gue coba buat gasuka lagi, malah ada aja hal yang bikin gue tertarik banget sama dia.
Walaupun gue tau dan gue sadar, dia nganggep gue cuma sebatas temen. Gak akan pernah lebih. :')

Saat-saat dimana gue sengaja ngikutin semua event yang ada supaya bisa ngeliatin dia, supaya bisa bareng-bareng sama dia, supaya bisa kenal sama dia, supaya bisa ngobrol sama dia lebih banyak lagi.
Tapi, apa daya...

Sampai akhirnya, ternyata pacarnya kenal baik sama gue, dan gue cuma dijadiin babysitter-nya.
Gue dipercaya sama dia, gue diajak ngobrol sama dia berjam-jam, semata-mata cuman buat ngomongin ceweknya... Cuman buat curhat :')
Gue tong sampah banget ya. Iya, curhat-zone. Gapapa kok, Widi emang ditakdirin kayak gini. Kodratnya cuman jadi pendengar aja. Gak ada yang mau denger.

Masih salah gak gue, kalau gue ngarepin dia putus.
Jahat kah? Salah kah?

VIRGO!

1. Virgos are the ones that go through a lot but don’t always speak on it.

2. Virgo wants to feel all the attention from their lover.

3. Virgos usually spend a lot of time thinking about their life and how they can improve it.

4. Virgos are great listeners and give solid, practical and logical advice.

5. Skip the mindless talk, Virgos like to get straight to the point.

6. Virgos strongly believe stupid people got to go

7. Virgos know other people will just fuck up. They call this being realistic.

8. Virgo will organize your home, your life, your mind. They create harmony out of disorder

9. Virgos usually know when something is wrong… They can feel it in their stomach.

10. Virgos don’t often have short relationships, they ride with you through the good and the bad.

11. Virgos will know if they like somebody within the first 30 minutes of talking to them. They read people extremely well.

12. When a virgo is upset, they close themselves off from the world.

13. Virgos have the sense others lack.

14. Some Virgos just have to learn to say “no”… their life would be so much better.

15. Virgos are independent. They hate asking for anything from anyone.

16. In relationships, Virgos tend to push people away because they don’t want their hearts broken.

17. Virgos won’t ever go out their way to make themselves look good. Either you like them or you don’t.

18. Virgos can be very nonchalant at times.

19. Virgos are actually waiting to show you their fun side bottled up inside.

20. Virgos may seem at peace, but on the inside their is worry and impatience

- See more at: http://wtfzodiacsigns.com/post/142779048772/weird-fun-facts#sthash.g3iTRKH9.dpuf

What is Love?

Aku tak pernah benar-benar bisa memahami apa itu makna dari cinta.

Hal yang aku tahu pasti dari cinta hanyalah sulit dimengerti dan dijalani.

Cinta memang tak melulu didapat dari kekasih, kita bisa dapatkan dari mana saja.

Namun, kisahku ini berceritakan mengenai kekasih hati...

Apakah aku hanya dijadikan pilihan saja? Apakah hal yang kau lakukan selama ini hanyalah formalitas semata? Untuk menghargai dan menjaga perasaanku saja?

Dan mengapa aku terlanjur jatuh ke dalam perangkapmu?

Perasaan ini tidak dapat aku bendung lagi.

Inikah cinta?

Invisible.

Apalah arti aku di benakmu?
Ku hanya bisa terdiam meratapinya.
Apa yang dapat ku perbuat?
Mengharapkan kalian berpisah kah? Tidakkah itu jahat?

Apakah aku salah bila mengharapkanmu? Mengagumimu?
Anggap saja aku tak ada.
Jika kau masih ingin bersamanya, jangan siksa aku dengan cerita-cerita kalian.