tired.

May I quit? I'm so done with this, I guess. My heart is so fvckin' tired. U guys don't know how and what it feels, rite? Keep talkin' that bad shit about me, and let me suffer all of this. Keepp hurtin' me, bcs I'm always pretending that I'm fine with this situation, but actually I'm not.

I'm just tired. And bored. Should I waiting? Again? God, u just showed me the wrong ones. But it's too much for me. I couldn't handle it. I couldn't face them again. I need the right one. When will it come? Bcs I'm so fvckin' bored here. I'm trying to be patient. Each days. More.

People come and go to my life. They don't care about me. They left me hangin' up here. Do they know how it feels to be all alone after they just come and say something sweet to me? It hurts. They bring me to a sadness life.

But, God. I know. Someday. That day, that date, that time, will come soon. And wouldn't make me upset again. I'm so thankful for their coming. They just taught me so many lessons. They're just my past. I don't need Past, I need the braveness and real love to face my Future. As soon as possible, I will☺ bcs, there's always good in goodbye. And every exit, is an entrance to somewhere I should belong to.